its hard for me to let go.

i was sleeping peacefully when a call disturbed me. something had happened and i feel im a part of it. we are in deep shit. :( right now,im feeling so restless and so many things are running into my mind. i just hate to see people in pain . seriously,i been loved by everyone. for the first time,someone said that i seem to be a bad person. and that someone is an important person-to-be in my life. i can't let go of you easily and at the same time,my confidence in this began to fade. too much of complication. i thought i would hurt you but it ended up of you hurting me literally. :/

im so hurt and my mind is wandering somewhere else.